{"product_id":"2940045636421","title":"Shame","description":"\u003cp\u003eThe demons keep me company....the darkness is my friend.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI ran away from him, ran away from the memories and tried to start over. A fresh start at college was just what I needed and for a while it worked, unitl my past began to catch up with me.\u003cbr\u003eI'd always been the party girl, the one you could count on for a good time, but it was all a lie. I so wanted to be the beauty in the story--when really I knew I was always the beast.\u003cbr\u003eWhen guys touched me...I felt nothing but pain.\u003cbr\u003eWhen they kissed me...I felt nothing but rage.\u003cbr\u003eUntil he walked into my life.\u003cbr\u003eI wasn't prepared to fall for someone--ever. My scars were too deep, the wounds too raw. But he offered me peace, he offered me security and love. I should have known it was just another lie--I should have known that falling in love with my professor was a bad idea.\u003cbr\u003eBut I was powerless to stop myself from falling.\u003cbr\u003eAnd he was powerless to catch me.\u003cbr\u003eYou think you know my story, but you don't....after all everyone has Shame in their lives--you're about to know mine.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Rachel Van Dyken","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47108424106224,"sku":"2940045636421","price":3.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940045636421_p0.jpg?v=1763976440","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940045636421","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}