{"product_id":"2940045689427","title":"J Speaks","description":"\u003cp\u003ePart two of Elle \u0026amp; J's story. J speaks on how he met, fell in love with, and lost Elle. He's not giving up, though. He's had a taste of the sun, and refuses to live in the dark again. J has a plan. It may kill him, but he'd rather be dead than live a life without Elle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I know I'm a monster, but Elle made me feel like a man. If she knew what I did, about my life with MM, she'd never love me. So I lied. Well, I starfished, and in the end, it brought my world crashing down around me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI can't go back to being a monster, because that would mean existing without Elle. So I've made a plan. A plan that could kill me. It doesn't matter though, because I'd rather be dead than live a life without Elle in it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf I survive, will Elle forgive me? If I tell her everything, will she see past the monster? Will she see the man?\" ~J\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Emily Eck","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47148595839216,"sku":"2940045689427","price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940045689427_p0.jpg?v=1763681824","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940045689427","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}