{"product_id":"2940045861120","title":"Raw Nerve Sudden Thrust Warm Embrace: Poems I Wrote While Masturbating","description":"\u003cp\u003e For one week, I typed out poems on my phone while touching myself.  Yes, seriously.  This book contains the unedited result - 30 poems of various lengths about sexual fantasies, musings on sex, and dreams of an ideal mate.  It is a poetry book unlike any other - an unflinching look through a perverted subconscious, of desire flirting with darkness, of thoughts too all-consuming to be left off the page.  Raw Nerve.  Sudden Thrust.  Warm Embrace.  The symphony of self-pleasure.  \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e WARNING: Contains explicit descriptions of sex, masturbation, and rampant fantasizing in a stream-of-consciousness.  Some mild violence, various fetishes, and dubcon.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e -EXCERPT-\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e 12)\u003cbr\u003e sex is a beautiful trap.\u003cbr\u003e the pleasure, the fantasy, the ceremony draw us in.\u003cbr\u003e but what feels the best slams shut the cage,\u003cbr\u003e and inside we spawn.\u003cbr\u003e genitals as perfectly designed to create life\u003cbr\u003e as they are to receive pleasure.\u003cbr\u003e they trick us into becoming parents.\u003cbr\u003e if it didn't feel so good,\u003cbr\u003e i wonder if we would still fall for it.\u003cbr\u003e thank goodness it does.\u003cbr\u003e thank goodness we do.\u003cbr\u003e transmuting lust into love.\u003cbr\u003e climax into creation.\u003cbr\u003e two into three.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e 18)\u003cbr\u003e i am pleasure's slave.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e when i was young, i clamped her shackles on my wrists,\u003cbr\u003e then thrust through my hand.\u003cbr\u003e i haven't stopped since.\u003cbr\u003e i can't stop.\u003cbr\u003e i wouldn't have it otherwise.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e my master gives me joy.\u003cbr\u003e i give her my essence.\u003cbr\u003e that was our contract.\u003cbr\u003e she drains me,\u003cbr\u003e takes my life,\u003cbr\u003e then allows it to regenerate\u003cbr\u003e just so i can give it to her again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e i wonder if it was ever mine.\u003cbr\u003e no - it's always been hers.\u003cbr\u003e and it's my destiny to give it.\u003cbr\u003e forever.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e there is no escape.\u003cbr\u003e my debt will never be paid.\u003cbr\u003e my master gets what she wants.\u003cbr\u003e she always will.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e i love her like my chains.\u003cbr\u003e and i'm every bit as hard.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e ***\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Eddie Weir","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47083021697264,"sku":"2940045861120","price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940045861120_p0.jpg?v=1763684053","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940045861120","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}