{"product_id":"2940045999717","title":"Beating on the Chest of God; A Faith Journey Through Infertility","description":"\u003cp\u003eInfertility sucks. If you live with it, your faith, in whatever you believe in, takes a beating. My story is about infertility, but wrestling with God is a universal struggle. Whatever causes you to be depressed or lose hope, this book is for you. For years, I wrote through the pain, and passed around my journal, giving comfort to many. When I tried to publish it, secular publishers were not interested, since it deals with faith. Christian publishers were not interested, since I am a minister’s wife speaking honestly and openly about the doubt and anger I experienced in my faith. They wanted to sanitize my words, and give it a neat and tidy ending. I decided to be completely honest instead.\u003cbr\u003eIn those dark days I wanted, and needed, to know I wasn’t alone.\u003cbr\u003eI discovered along the journey, that God did not wear a cape, swooping in to save the day. Most days, God did not hold me or even look me in the eye. I did discover, however, that God never left. I was never alone in the darkness, and neither are you.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Rachel Whaley Doll","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47108427645168,"sku":"2940045999717","price":8.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940045999717_p0.jpg?v=1763998138","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940045999717","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}