{"product_id":"2940148981275","title":"Idle Thoughts","description":"Idle Thoughts\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eMy mind’s racing through the events of my life\u003cbr\u003eMy ups, my downs, my joys and my strife\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eLooking at the people who love me, and the ones that don’t\u003cbr\u003eSeeing my goals in life, the things I need and want\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy passions, my desires, my feelings deep within\u003cbr\u003eMy loves, my hates, my blessings and my sins\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI can feel the strength that I’ve acquired, and my moments of purity\u003cbr\u003eI see it all through my third eye, the one that looks inside of me\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWinding through my life story, the journey to get me here\u003cbr\u003eExploring my successes and failures, trusts and fears\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy insecurities I mask and the flaws in my reflection\u003cbr\u003eMy constant need for acceptance, my desire for perfection\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI’ve given too much of myself to try to appease others\u003cbr\u003eWhether it’s parents, relationships, sisters or brothers\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSo life has brought me to this point, a moment of clarity\u003cbr\u003eStraight faced, deep in thought, no time for hilarity\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eStaring blankly into space, can’t even see what’s ahead\u003cbr\u003eTotally incoherent to what’s around me in this bed\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy eyes are wide open, searching left to right\u003cbr\u003eBut I can’t see where I’m at, there’s no reality in sight\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI’m here but I’m not, in the physical sense\u003cbr\u003eIt’s clear but it’s not, looking through my third lens\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSo my mind has traveled the journey, its given me relief\u003cbr\u003eTo the pains of my life, the losses and the grief\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eTo the triumphs of my life, my perfect imperfections\u003cbr\u003eThe convergence of me living in self-satisfaction\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI’ve had to make the vow to be who I desire to be\u003cbr\u003eBecause no-one can live my life for me but me\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSo as I sit back and think of the joy and pain life wrought\u003cbr\u003eI just let my mind wonder through my “Idle Thoughts”\u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Ladie LeBlanc Publications","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47067968766192,"sku":"2940148981275","price":2.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940148981275_p0.jpg?v=1763710994","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940148981275","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}