{"product_id":"2940149090181","title":"Sex Love Repeat","description":"I love two men. I screw two men. I am in a relationship with them both, and they are both aware there is another. That is all they need to know, that is all I let them know. They don't need to know a name; they don't need to know anything, but that they are not alone in my heart.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThey have accepted the situation. Stewart, because his life is too busy for the sort of obligations that are required in a relationship. Paul, because he loves me too much to tell me no. And because my sexual appetite is such that one man has trouble keeping up.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eSo we exist, two parallel relationships, each running their own course, with no need for intersection or conflict. It works for us, for them, and for me. I don't expect it to be a long-term situation. I know there is an expiration date on the easy perfection of our lives.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI should have paid more attention, should have looked around and noticed the woman who watched it all. She sat in the background and waited, tried to figure me out. Saw my two relationships, the love between us, and the moment that it all fell apart.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eShe hates me. \u003cbr\u003eI don't even know she exists. \u003cbr\u003eShe loves them. I love them. \u003cbr\u003eAnd they love me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eEverything else hangs in the balance.","brand":"Alessandra Torre","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47075506749680,"sku":"2940149090181","price":4.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940149090181_p0.jpg?v=1763718999","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940149090181","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}