{"product_id":"2940150577916","title":"Mr. Beautiful","description":"MR. BEAUTIFUL (UP IN THE AIR #4)\u003cbr\u003eJAMES\u003cbr\u003eShe was my sin and my temple.  I both worshipped and defiled there.  Gloried and desecrated.  Revered and debased.   \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI’ve been remade four times in my life. \u003cbr\u003eIt is a distinct feeling. Impossible to mistake. The very marked sensation of being unraveled and reknit into a new thing, a new person. It can be good or bad, helpful or harmful, but above all, it is unstoppable. \u003cbr\u003eI was remade when my parents died, went from a happy childhood, into navigating a very dark world, with endless responsibilities, surrounded by enemies, and despairingly alone. \u003cbr\u003eIt happened again at the hands of a cowardly predator. I’d become angrier with that one, more cynical, and it undoubtedly turned me into the kinky f**k I was today. \u003cbr\u003eThe third happened swiftly. One day I looked up into a pair of pale blue eyes and saw the other half of my soul. Checkmate. I went from a completely controlled existence, a life where I made every decision with cold calculation, to a man overcome with feelings and emotions that were foreign but somehow wonderful. \u003cbr\u003eAnd all too soon after that cataclysmic change was this fourth one, this one where I begged a God I’d never entertained to spare the life of a woman that I could not live without. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis is a continuation of the Up in the Air series, with POVs from James, Stephan, Tristan, Frankie, Jared, and Akira.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis book is intended for readers 18 and up","brand":"R.K. Lilley","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47068511895792,"sku":"2940150577916","price":6.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940150577916_p0.jpg?v=1763749542","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940150577916","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}