{"product_id":"2940150767065","title":"Inside Looking In","description":"In January 2010 my wife, Patrice, passed away after an eleven-month battle with pancreatic cancer. As I struggled to deal with my loss, I found myself fixating only on the events of the last few days of our life together, especially Patrice's final day. In an effort to free my mind, I took all the thoughts that were swirling around my head and put them down on paper.  That cathartic exercise became Inside Looking In, a story of how we went from living a normal and happy life to dealing with Patrice being diagnosed with cancer, and eventually losing the battle.\u003cbr\u003e \u003cbr\u003eThis experience taught me just how unpredictable and fragile life is; how quickly its focus can shift from living to dying. I learned that dealing with cancer becomes a daily process filled with a whirlwind of emotions, ranging from shock, hope, fear, and courage. I hope in reading this story you can gain some knowledge to help you face difficult times in your life.","brand":"Gatekeeper Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47109751144688,"sku":"2940150767065","price":2.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940150767065_p0.jpg?v=1763753571","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940150767065","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}