{"product_id":"2940153665764","title":"A Bridesmaid's First Night","description":"\u003cp\u003e'A Bridesmaid's First Night' is the story of a young woman discovering who she truly is.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTamara is always the bridesmaid and never the bride. But maybe she doesn't want to be a bride, or maybe she doesn't know what she wants. Until she meets Lillian.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e“You are very beautiful,” Lillian whispers softly.\u003cbr\u003eAnd the big room is suddenly gone and there is only her. I break out into goosebumps. I swallow. I bite my lip. Her finger brushes over my hands and our hands become a tangle. Tentatively, I reach out and touch her knee.\u003cbr\u003e\"Does your family know you’re gay?” she whispers into this moment of heartbeats.\u003cbr\u003e“No,” I sigh. They don’t know. How could they know when I don’t even know?\u003cbr\u003e“But I do,” she says.\u003cbr\u003e\"How?” I ask. How can you know when I pretend even to myself?\u003cbr\u003e“Because you shiver when I touch you,” she says, running her finger up my arm.\u003cbr\u003eAnd I do shiver, and tingles spark to life in places way down below. I feel like a flower blooming for the first time.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd life begins for Tamara with passion.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Misty MacAllister","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47113824436464,"sku":"2940153665764","price":2.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940153665764_p0.jpg?v=1764093971","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940153665764","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}