{"product_id":"2940153952918","title":"My Girl Jenny","description":"\u003cp\u003eMemoir, \"My Girl Jenny,\" during my second decade of youth I am mysteriously psychologically inducted into some paralleling societal structure alcohol lifestyle status, encompassed by my mysterious psychological wounding, totally emotionally disconnected from society, emotionally alone, and consumed within impossible drift of purpose. My daily dynamics of day in and day out status quo, badly psychologically wounded, free of my past, however still remaining locked within influences of such now defunct past, myself futilely living within a flux of no mans land, surrounded by the debris of my past.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNo escaping my psychological emotional societal isolation over for the next ten years, as no path back into societal structure inclusiveness existing for me, until \"My Girl Jenny’s\" arrival into my badly beaten life, facilitating my rebirth, and returning my life back within societies fold. Solely \"My Girl Jenny,\" this one girl in all eternity possessing some indefinable elixir within her self, in absence of which my life so long ago inexorably certainly expiring. Such exceptional woman, a rarity of fate’s bestowing, walking among'st ourselves upon this earth, Jenny’s heart bigger than the sky itself, innately decent, industrious and fiercely loyal, contagiously brightening and enriching all lives, Jenny fleetingly or deeply engaging, eagerly giving of herself in excess contained in herself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom our earliest of moments when first setting eyes upon each other, appearing existing some subtleties of mutually indefinable solitude of longing. “My Girl”, beautiful, very easy to look at, unbelievably attractive, a real lady, a ladies lady, and myself, perhaps a little ragged around the edges, however presenting self well, such this initial elixir of attraction betwixt both selves. Myself heavily immersed in my relationship with comrade alcohol over the past ten years, similar my demeanor this day of endless such other days, endlessly perusing psychological comradely. Carrying within me a heavy alcohol load as per my usual, the catching my attention, I focus on, as best describing, quite a “Dish”, easy to look at, pleasant and polished and projecting a cultured image, such not resembling my normal classless lacking romantic fodder.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMeandering over to such described “Dish” and addressing such “Dish”, my opening line, a drink in my hand, “Nazhtrovia”, (fanatically sounding, “nas-drovia”), such equivalent to toasting your health in many different languages. To my stunning amazement, “nazhtrovia” appearing the perfect opening line in this particular case, as such described “Dish”, not only understanding my toasting, but also appearing interestingly animated by such toasting, perhaps possibly some auspicious gifting from fate. Indeed such ultimately proving the beginning of my return into the societal fold, my irresolvable driven societal isolation's ending and my passage forwards through societal gates into inclusive membership.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNever previously existed such woman capable of pacifying my solitude, “My Girl” Jenny however somehow very different in such regards. By this time ten emotional psychological sequestering years passing since my youthful spawned exclusion from societal membership, now sensing vibes of possibilities subtly emanating from “My Girl” Jenny, and indeed almost immediately after a few date, existing the possibility of budding romantic relationship.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf I had not been so fortunately blessed by meeting “My Girl Jenny”, such randomness of fate, this wonderful gifting of Humanity itself, my life certainly shortly hereafter expiring. “My Girl” Jenny, this wonderful produce of Humanity, this one and only person in all creation, deeply matched in intensity depths of solitude, such solely capable of bridging my life back from inescapable emotional societal isolation and into societal inclusiveness.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Billy Oxkidd","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47082341138672,"sku":"2940153952918","price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940153952918_p0.jpg?v=1764061384","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940153952918","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}