{"product_id":"2940155102724","title":"Power Play","description":"I was my own worst enemy. For as much as I depended on order and a structured life to easier manage my bipolar disorder, fire was irresistible and indisputably my favorite toy to play with. On the ice, it turned me into a hotheaded hockey player. In the bedroom, my attitude was my last defense, a front I wanted to see tumbling down. But lately, all I got was burned.\u003cp\u003eLove sucked. Correction: it sucked when you were in love with your parents' closest friend and he didn't feel the same. I admitted my feelings for Madigan Monroe over a year ago, and I was still waiting for a response. Now my balance was gone. My anxiety was all over the place, my fits of rage had just earned me a suspension from the team, I questioned myself at every turn, and being home for two weeks was gonna make it impossible to avoid Madigan.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI used to be his Abel, his sweetheart, his trouble. It'd been the two of us against the world since I was a kid. I'd even discovered we had kink in common! On paper, I was seemingly perfect for him. Maybe that was why his nonverbal rejection hurt so much. Or maybe it was because, recently, he seemed hell-bent on us \"being friends\" again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhatever. I was a loser, and I couldn't resist him for crap.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Cara Dee","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47103662784752,"sku":"2940155102724","price":3.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940155102724_p0.jpg?v=1764121169","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940155102724","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}