{"product_id":"2940156733095","title":"After The Affair, Re-Membering","description":"I didn't fancy the label \"baby momma,\" so I stole the title \"wife.\" And somehow became a single marred mistress--all at the hands of the men I chose for me. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI wanted to be like the other ladies in the sanctuary who flaunted matrimony. I wanted to be a noble woman walking in God's glory. I wanted to be everything except what I was. But who said what I was--wasn't good enough for me? Had I not despised my loneliness, I would not have compromised my holiness, gave away my loveliness. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut know this: the men of my past are no reflection of the woman who stands above ground today. Do not judge how I chose them when I was love hungry and desperate, flirting with vain hopes. If that woman had not died in the arms of those sweet talkers and false lovers, I wouldn't be alive today. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eToday, as this woman, I am my best lover. Though not popular, I am my own happy ending. This is my story.","brand":"Journal Journey","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47179314331888,"sku":"2940156733095","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940156733095_p0.jpg?v=1764087295","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940156733095","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}