{"product_id":"2940158759598","title":"GOD-JESUS-WILD HORSES","description":"God-Jesus-Wild Horses is not your normal story, but rather a culmination of my\u003cbr\u003ethoughts and feelings during my first year of intense psychotherapy for childhood-related\u003cbr\u003epost-traumatic stress disorder issues, and how my belief in God, Jesus, and\u003cbr\u003ewild horses gave me the strength to survive the torture and humiliation I was forced\u003cbr\u003eto endure.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy therapist asked me to write down my thoughts and when I started, I could not\u003cbr\u003estop. I wrote and wrote and the more I wrote, the more memories and intrusive\u003cbr\u003ethoughts would come to mind. It was as if I didn't have any choice in this matter,\u003cbr\u003eI had to get the thoughts out of my head and onto paper; otherwise, I was sure I would\u003cbr\u003ego completely insane. The more I wrote, the more I was encouraged by my treatment\u003cbr\u003eteam to publish my writings. My primary goal in publishing is to help others that did\u003cbr\u003ego through similar experiences and\/or to help those that are currently being abused.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy abuse was physical, emotional, and sexual at the hands of my father. I was brought\u003cbr\u003eup to honor thy father and mother and didn't fully comprehend what my father was\u003cbr\u003edoing was wrong. I thought since he was my father, he had every right to treat me\u003cbr\u003ehowever he chose and my punishment was warranted because I was not able to do\u003cbr\u003eanything right. I thought I had a defective brain.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThe person that was put on earth to love and care for me didn't just abuse me, he\u003cbr\u003etortured me using all means that were available to hurt and humiliate and try to do\u003cbr\u003ewhatever it took to break my spirit.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eMy father never did break my spirit because God, Jesus, and wild horses were always\u003cbr\u003ethere for me when I needed them the most.","brand":"Christian Faith Publishing, Inc","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47104159383792,"sku":"2940158759598","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940158759598_p0.jpg?v=1764121361","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940158759598","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}