{"product_id":"2940169634044","title":"Lights On, Rats Out: A Memoir","description":"\u003cp\u003eAs a young college graduate a year into treatment with a psychiatrist, Cree LeFavour began to organize her days around the cruel, compulsive logic of self-harm: with each newly lit cigarette, the world would drop away as her focus narrowed on the fierce, blooming release of pleasure-pain as the burning tip was applied to an unblemished patch of skin. Her body was a canvas of cruelty, each scar a mark of pride and shame.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn sharp and shocking language, \u003ci\u003eLights On, Rats Out\u003c\/i\u003e brings us closely into these years. We see the world as Cree did-turned upside down, the richness of life muted and dulled, its pleasures perverted. The heady thrill of meeting with her psychiatrist, Dr. Adam N. Kohl-whose relationship with Cree is at once sustaining and paralyzing-comes to be the only bright spot in her days.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003ci\u003eLights On, Rats Out\u003c\/i\u003e illuminates a fiercely bright and independent woman¿s charged attachment to a mental-health professional and the dangerous compulsion to keep him in her life at all costs.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Blackstone Audio, Inc.","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47116788826352,"sku":"2940169634044","price":19.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940169634044_p0.jpg?v=1769897712","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940169634044","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}