{"product_id":"2940170275519","title":"Never Me: TAT: A Rocker Romance, Book 5","description":"\u003cp\u003eThere is no way to really start this story. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy story really has no beginning and no ending. It's like I was plucked from nonexistence and dropped smack-dab into the worst possible nightmare. I am not sure if I ever felt a moment of comfort or love from my parents; my sister I have, but from the ones that created me I don't think I did. When you go your entire life not feeling the shelter of a parent's love, I think even if for only a second if it was present it would be unforgettable, even to an infant.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI cannot move forward without going back. I do not want to go back. I am scared of very few things in this world, but my past is something to bring on the cold sweats and break me into a ball of rage and pain. The trapdoors, I call them, the ones containing all of the fury and pain, they need to be broken open. I have fought against it for too long, and now I face my own death or my own redemption. I face the fact she will never be back and I accept the moment I broke.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThat's one of the many doors I fear opening. Doors that are closed and locked and barricaded in for a reason. What I share with you will make your skin crawl, and sadly I haven't even scratched the surface.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy name is Noah Beckett, and this is my story. There will be moments I disgust you; I will undoubtedly break your heart. I am a master of making ugly even worse, but I can bring out beauty in the worst of all things. I do not judge, I would have answered to a bullet a long time ago if I did. You may not like my choices or the things I say and the way I live, but you will respect it because I have earned it.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Insatiable Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47150754791664,"sku":"2940170275519","price":19.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/2940170275519_p0.jpg?v=1763795002","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/2940170275519","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}