{"product_id":"9780316347761","title":"I Should Be Dead: My Life Surviving Politics, TV, and Addiction","description":"\u003cstrong\u003eFrom Bob Beckel, the popular co-host of \"The Five\" on Fox News Channel, a deeply moving, redemptive memoir about his life as a political operative and diplomat, his long struggle with alcohol and drugs, and his unlikely journey to finding faith.\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eGrowing up poor in an abusive home, Bob  Beckel learned to be a survivor: to avoid conflict, mask his feelings,  and to lie--all skills that served him well in Washington, where he  would become the youngest-ever Deputy Assistant Secretary of State and  manage Walter Mondale's 1984 presidential campaign. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut Beckel  was living a double life. On January 20, 2001--George W. Bush's first  Inauguration Day--he hit rock bottom, waking up in the psych ward.  Written with captivating honesty, Beckel chronicles how his addictions  nearly killed him until he found help in an unexpected ally,  conservative Cal Thomas, who helped him find faith, get sober, and get  his life back on track.","brand":"Hachette Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47120797499632,"sku":"9780316347761","price":17.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9780316347761_p0.jpg?v=1769916473","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9780316347761","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}