{"product_id":"9780984200719","title":"Braided Cord: Tough Times In and Out","description":"I was born an addict and ever since I was tiny I have overdone, overlooked or overwhelmed myself. I was born with fetal alcohol spectrum disorders, otherwise known as FASD. That means my mom drank while I was trying to grow in her stomach and because of her drinking some of my parts got mixed up and didn't grow too well. My differences are hidden and that's a real pain, because it is easy to judge a person by what you see.\u003cbr\u003eThe most difficult parts of my life are caused from my brain which was probably the most affected. I have trouble learning new things and I live in a world that is louder, softer, harder, scratchier, noisier, shakier, slippery and more chaotic than most of the people reading this. I want you to imagine what it is like to feel the seams of your socks, the label on your clothes, the flicker of fluorescent lights, the mumblings and rumblings of every noise around you, and then try to learn new things. \u003cbr\u003eOverwhelming. \u003cbr\u003eYes, that is what it is often for me. \u003cbr\u003eMy mom's drinking ripped away who I was to be and helped create who I am today and what I am able to be. If she had known how it would change my life I bet she would have made a different choice. But she didn't, and we can't change how things are. I am as I am. I can't even talk to her about it. She's dead. I was a foster baby and then adopted. \u003cbr\u003e...\u003cbr\u003eI had to fail first in order to succeed. \u003cbr\u003eAnd I failed over, \u003cbr\u003e and over, \u003cbr\u003e and over again. \u003cbr\u003e...\u003cbr\u003eI am just one of hundreds of thousands of people whose lives are affect each year by alcohol consumption before breathing your first breath of air. For those of you who were not pickled before birth, who believe you are wiser than I am, I ask you to take my thoughts and use your brains to make a difference.","brand":"Better Endings New Beginnings","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47020988399856,"sku":"9780984200719","price":24.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9780984200719_p0.jpg?v=1763886639","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9780984200719","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}