{"product_id":"9780985826673","title":"2 N 1: Two People Trapped in One Body","description":"It all started with a clashing of the window in our house. I looked down at my arm and was scared when I saw that blood was on my arm from the brick that daddy through the window. Why would daddy do something like this? After the brick broke the window, daddy came in the house yelling at mama.At that point in my life I believe is where all the pain and heartache came from. Where was the love at in this house? The years went by with the continued verbal and physical abuse in our household. With all of what was going on in our house, it makes me wonder did that negative behavior play a factor into my mental state or was I dealing with something deeper? As I grew older I developed self hate. I was confused on what love was suppose to look like. I never felt loved from either one of my parents. I just wish I could take all the hurt and pain away and start over again. I can't change what happened, but I'm trying to learn from those things and change them in my life. \u003cp\u003eThis is my story. I couldn't make it up.\u003cbr\u003eIt was me, but it wasn't me. It felt like two of us.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Purpose Publishing LLC","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":49792045121776,"sku":"9780985826673","price":15.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9780985826673","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}