{"product_id":"9781450291170","title":"The Unforgotten Prayer","description":"\u003cp\u003eThis is my story - my life from the horrors of war and slaughter to the travails of change and atonement. For much of my life I lived in fear that my past would catch up to me. I hid my beliefs and prejudices and walked among the gentle, unsuspecting people of a small American town. I am, or was, an embodiment of madness, atrocity, cruelty and horror. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eI had to remind myself how to behave, react and interact with those around me. I could not pick my friends, neighbors or the people I would like to associate with. I could not express my desires and thoughts. I could not do what I wanted to do. I was locked inside a mad world without the ability to make any contribution, as I used to do - during the war and before it. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eFriends and neighbors? I shunned them. Social groups and religious organizations? I shunned them as well. Often I thought it better to turn myself in or die one way or another - just to get everything over with. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eThat changed one day - a miraculous day when a young child came into my life and helped me back into life, reappraisal, and a quest for atonement. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eThat young child was Jewish. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAnd I am a former SS officer.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"iUniverse, Incorporated","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47155459981552,"sku":"9781450291170","price":9.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781450291170_p0.jpg?v=1763835882","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781450291170","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}