{"product_id":"9781452574714","title":"If You Want the Rainbow, Welcome the Rain: A Memoir of Grief and Recovery","description":"\u003cp\u003eSufi poet Ghalib said, “Held back, unvoiced, grief bruises the heart.” This is the story of a heart bruised for many years and the hurt around that. After her father dies of liver cancer, the author finally awakens and steps into a spiritual (and sober) life, including healing - from grief, from despair, from decades of inauthentic living. This hopeful story illustrates what is possible when grief is honored and transcended.\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003e“With admirable honesty, O’Neil recounts her journey from family dysfunction and alcoholism to a life of spiritual exploration and understanding.”\u003cbr\u003e —Susan Richards, NY Times bestselling author\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003e“Her honesty is compelling, and her journey offers many lessons. I could not stop reading this book.”\u003cbr\u003e —Sally Helgesen, author, The Female Advantage, The Female Vision\u003c\/p\u003e  \u003cp\u003e“This book is courageous, human, insightful, and truly inspiring…It will help many readers immensely.” \u003cbr\u003e  —Kimberly Hughes, Sacred Self Living\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Balboa Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47125398847728,"sku":"9781452574714","price":5.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781452574714_p0.jpg?v=1763845062","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781452574714","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}