{"product_id":"9781453540671","title":"And there was pain in the event of our demise...","description":"In my new book \"And there was pain in the event of our demise\" I continue to lay bare my personal recovery journey that I began in my first book. Except this book is more personal. Through a series of un-edited letters to my ex-lover, I reveal my struggle to find my way out of her bed and back into God's arms. Searching for belonging and stability in this relationship and a Christian congregation should have fulfilled me. With the exception of one major dilemma: my lover was a woman! In a blink of an eye I am faced with a choice. Either to reject my sexuality or my God. What do you do when the two things you love the most. The two things that define you- can NEVER exist together?","brand":"Xlibris US","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47128809013488,"sku":"9781453540671","price":8.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781453540671_p0.jpg?v=1763849976","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781453540671","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}