{"product_id":"9781456811044","title":"The Diary Of Women: Lotus White","description":"Enter my world, and fi ght my fi ght. Iâm surrounded by the darkness; trying to escape to the light. With no way to explain all of the pain I feel, and I lie to the ones I love; just to protect them from the real. Iâve been molested, raped,\u003cbr\u003eand sold for money. With a past so dark; I had more sex than a playboy bunny.\u003cbr\u003eBut now Iâm a grown woman; a strong woman, and I donât mind being alone.\u003cbr\u003eBecause living in this world; you have to learn to make it on your own. I donât need a man to defi ne me; because having relations only blinds me; from the path that I must never astray. But if I shall ever fi nd myself lost, than my strong sisterâs will show me the way. Leading away from the lies of lust, loneliness, and leaning on men; who canât guide me to the luscious luxury of everlasting life and love. Constantly shaping and molding me; you say that itâs cautious caring, but it just feel like youâre controlling me. But I canât express to you about how I feel;\u003cbr\u003eso I write upon the pages that you are forbidden to see. I am a woman; who is stressed out with life. And I feel like no one else in the world can bare my pain;\u003cbr\u003elike the pages of my dark diary!","brand":"Xlibris Corporation","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47140773167344,"sku":"9781456811044","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781456811044_p0.jpg?v=1763859840","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781456811044","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}