{"product_id":"9781456824808","title":"Finding John Jones: ...The Journey To My Biological Father","description":"...Then, like a bolt of lightning I knew what she meant. I too, looked out the window  \u003cbr\u003etrying to imagine how I was going to react when she finally told me about my real father.  \u003cbr\u003eA man across the road was picking up sticks, and I would like to have gone and helped him  \u003cbr\u003eat that moment. While we sat in silence, for what seemed like forever, I continued to watch  \u003cbr\u003ethe man across the road. I thought about my loser father, who probably lived somewhere  \u003cbr\u003ein Illinois, had contacted her and  \u003cbr\u003ewanted to meet me. I braced  \u003cbr\u003emyself for what I was about to  \u003cbr\u003ehear, but the words didn't come.  \u003cbr\u003eI wanted to scream, \"I already  \u003cbr\u003eknow! Grandma Ruby told me  \u003cbr\u003ewhen I was six!\" I just didn't  \u003cbr\u003eknow any details. So, I guessed  \u003cbr\u003ethat was what I was about to  \u003cbr\u003ehear. The blood ran hot through  \u003cbr\u003emy veins as I thought, that old  \u003cbr\u003ewaste of space can forget about ever  \u003cbr\u003eseeing me! I had not been bitter  \u003cbr\u003eabout it at all until that moment,  \u003cbr\u003eI swear, but all of a sudden, there  \u003cbr\u003eon that gorgeous spring day, at  \u003cbr\u003emy beautiful Manns Chapel, he  \u003cbr\u003edecides to invade my life! He  \u003cbr\u003edidn't deserve to know me. He  \u003cbr\u003edidn't deserve to see his grandsons.  \u003cbr\u003eWe have a dad and a grandpa,  \u003cbr\u003eand we didn't need him.","brand":"Xlibris Corporation","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47181790150896,"sku":"9781456824808","price":8.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781456824808_p0.jpg?v=1763857846","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781456824808","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}