{"product_id":"9781477126974","title":"Free To Be Me","description":"By telling my story I hope to help people suffering adversity and severe depression. This problem has been with me since my early 20’s. I have spent several periods in hospital, also having E.C.T. I am still on a lot of medication. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e We moved form Sydney to Broke in the Hunter Valley firstly growing raspberries to supply the restaurants and eventually having an on-farm-shop. I also made chutneys and jams from our fruit trees and extensive vegetable garden. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e Although we had apricots, figs, pears and table grapes, the raspberries developed a disease so we had to look to another venture.  We researched and eventually planted olive trees. We were foundation members of the Hunter Valley Olive Association; I also travelled to California, Argentine, Spain and Italy for further research. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e We sold the farm and bought a huge home on Lake Macquarie, from tree change to sea change. The marriage was very rocky and I was very unhappy. We then bought a restaurant, which brought a whole lot of new stresses and problems. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e In 2003 I suffered a stroke, was in an induced coma for four months and when I regained consiousnes, I was blind. My husband and children put me in a nursinghome, I was only 56 years old. It was awful. Apart from loss of vision I was suffering no other effects from the stroke.  The family sought no help for me so I initiated seeing an eye surgeon. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e The result was I regained my sight. I was indeed a medical miracle. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I went back home but life was terrible. I was working with two social workers who described my situation as domestic violence, not physical but emotional. Eventually one morning I rang my three children, in Sydney, and told them I was leaving, not one said Mum I will come and get you. I rang a friend who would pick me up but I could only stay a couple of nights. After contacting one of the social workers I ended up in a Women’s Refuge, firstly in Muswellbrook then Lane Cove, in Sydney. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e For 7 years I have been in a Retirement Village and am extremely happy. I rarely have contact with my three children and six grand daughters. This hurts a great deal. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e They don’t seem to value me but my many friends and activities make a very full and happy life. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e I am at last ‘free to be me’. \u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e  Maggie   Attached are two chapters.","brand":"Xlibris AU","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47126358425840,"sku":"9781477126974","price":4.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781477126974_p0.jpg?v=1763763680","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781477126974","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}