{"product_id":"9781481711821","title":"Gorgeous for God: Awakening through A Course in Miracles","description":"Gorgeous for God is the story of my own spiritual awakening, based on A Course in Miracles. It is very ordinary story. Things happened slowly for me—there were no bells or whistles. No going into the light. I didn’t have a near-death experience. Instead, one by one, things that were no longer serving me dissolved and fell away—alcoholism, cigarette-smoking, fear, conflict, doubt. I found that as time went on, the ego-identity that I had built up over the years started to crumble, slowly, very slowly (at times painfully-slow!) and I found myself having almost no interest in the things I used be interested in. For me, enlightenment was when I stopped seeking for ways to improve myself. It was when I recognized that my old way of being was not working. I realized the necessity to see myself differently, as loved, loving and lovable, and not try to come up with a new improved identity.","brand":"AuthorHouse","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47136178471152,"sku":"9781481711821","price":3.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781481711821_p0.jpg?v=1763623257","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781481711821","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}