{"product_id":"9781483622217","title":"Please Help Me","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhen I was 4 I remember walking on paving stones: avoiding the cracks, living in the moment with a nice clear mind. Grandma looked after me while my mother worked.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eWhen I was 7 life changed when my mother married someone she hardly knew. I am taken to hell to live with them. I believe in hell.  It was at Number 34. There was no grown-up to stop the deluge of abuse. A blanket is thrown over my mind and I hide under it. Worry and anxiety have seeped into my soul and there they stay.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAt sixteen I think I have been clever to get pregnant so I can marry and get away but I am trapped. I worry about what is happening with my half-sisters.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAt twenty my mind is not coping and I urgently need someone to help me but there is still no one to turn to. That’s the day a visitor enters my kitchen and lets me see something beyond my wildest imagination.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eCan I tell you about it?\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eEvery word is true.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eThrough my future life struggles I am told I can contact the visitor for help anytime. And I do. Often.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Xlibris AU","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47142059933936,"sku":"9781483622217","price":4.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781483622217_p0.jpg?v=1763631351","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781483622217","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}