{"product_id":"9781491835098","title":"Silenced No More: The Courage of a Soldier - Life After Military Sexual Trauma","description":"When we were asked what we wanted to be or do when we grew up, none of us woke up and said, \"Today, I have made the decision to be raped and have my dignity, self-worth, and pride ripped away. Tomorrow I will live in a constant, crippling fear and avoid sleep due to nightmares.\" Oh wait. They chase me even when I am awake. Post-traumatic stress disorder made me spiral out of control. I lost relationships, friendships, jobs, and my family due to the never-ending reaches of depression. I never wanted to drink or use drugs to numb the pain that would never go away. I never wanted to lose the place I once called home and roam the streets on my own. I never wanted the future to include pulling a trigger with shaking hands, swallowing pills, drinking and driving, or committing \"suicide by cop\" to end the hell I've called life. \u003cp\u003eHow serious is the issue of military rape? \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eReports of sexual assault in the U.S. Military have inundated local and national media. \u003cbr\u003eDue to the extent of coverage across all military branches, it has resulted in a series\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"AuthorHouse","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47028322861296,"sku":"9781491835098","price":27.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781491835098_p0.jpg?v=1763660669","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781491835098","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}