{"product_id":"9781501168826","title":"How I Lost You: A Novel","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e“An addictive read; a strong recommendation for those who like suspense tinged with a little romance.”—\u003ci\u003eBooklist\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA woman without a memory struggles to discover the truth about her past and her identity in this cerebral and dark thriller reminiscent of works by bestselling authors S.J. Watson and Ruth Ware.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eI have no memory of what happened but I was told I killed my son. And you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police tell you, don't you? My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son Dylan. I was sent to Oakdale Psychiatric Institute for my crime, and four weeks ago I was released early on parole with a new identity, address, and a chance to rebuild my tattered life. This morning, I received an envelope addressed to Susan Webster. Inside it was a photograph of a toddler called Dylan. Now I am questioning everything I believe because if I have no memory of the event, how can I truly believe he's dead? If there was the smallest chance your son was alive, what would you do to get him back?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Emily Bestler Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47053763412208,"sku":"9781501168826","price":23.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781501168826_p0.jpg?v=1763707084","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781501168826","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}