{"product_id":"9781504962223","title":"Heartscapes","description":"from “Lost and Found Again”   I got lost again  in the maze of my mind  But this time I managed to leave my good sense behind  I thought that putting a bullet in my brain  would take away the fear and stop the pain  How tragic, how insane!  If only I could set my soul free from my body  I’d be at peace again  I’d live in ecstasy   from the preface to Meryl’s forthcoming memoir “By Grace I Dance”   On June 11, 1987, following a three-month period of hopelessness, self-doubt and fear I shot myself in the head at point blank range with a 22 caliber Beretta pistol my husband brought home one carefree afternoon for protection and target practice. It is a miracle that I am still alive to tell you this story. Even as I write these words now, years after the “accident”, I am amazed and horrified by what I actually did.","brand":"AuthorHouse","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47143373439216,"sku":"9781504962223","price":3.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781504962223_p0.jpg?v=1763712605","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781504962223","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}