{"product_id":"9781640633544","title":"A Messy, Beautiful Life","description":"\u003cp\u003eLife is funny sometimes. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd not always the ha, ha kind. Like that one time where a hot guy tried to kiss me and I fell. Down. Hard. And then found out I had cancer. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI’m trying to be strong for my friends and my mom. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd I’m trying so hard to be “just friends” with that hot guy, even though he seems to want so much more. But I won’t do that to him. He’s been through this before with his family, and I’m not going to let him watch me die. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSo, I tell myself: Smile Ellie. Be funny Ellie. Don’t cry Ellie, because once I start, I might not stop.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Entangled Publishing, LLC","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47134974574832,"sku":"9781640633544","price":5.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781640633544_p0.jpg?v=1763685288","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781640633544","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}