{"product_id":"9781940363028","title":"In Hindsight, What Really Happened: The Revised Edition: John Edwards, My Daughter, and Me","description":"\u003cbr\u003eDear readers,\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWhen I wrote \u003ci\u003eWhat Really Happened\u003c\/i\u003e I was still very raw from the firestorm that my life had become due to my unwise decision to have an affair with John Edwards, a married man.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI realize now what I have never admitted before. I behaved badly.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThat may strike you as obvious, but it’s taken me a long time to admit this, even to myself. I was attacked so often, and so viciously, that I felt that I was the victim. I felt hurt, and betrayed, and somehow that justified my actions. But of course all of the attacks and all of the betrayal were beside the point. The point is … I behaved badly.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eAnd the release of \u003ci\u003eWhat Really Happened\u003c\/i\u003e didn’t help. When I look back at this book that I wrote, I want to throw it out and start again. But instead of attempting to erase my mistakes, I am now owning them. I’ve annotated the original book. Typos have been corrected but not a word has been changed, not even words that cause me to cringe when I reread them. Instead I have put notes throughout—notes that acknowledge what I couldn’t when I wrote the book.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBest,\u003cbr\u003eRielle\u003cbr\u003e","brand":"BenBella Books","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47154464719088,"sku":"9781940363028","price":4.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781940363028_p0.jpg?v=1763668143","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781940363028","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}