{"product_id":"9781941098493","title":"Yours","description":"When my husband Oliver died, my life ended. My purpose, my passion, my everything bled out with him on the side of the Pacific Coast Highway.\u003cp\u003eOllie was an organ donor. His eyes, his brain, his lungs, his heart...parts of my Ollie went out and saved lives.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen his heart, beating in another man's chest, found its way back to me, and I found myself faced with an impossible choice: hold on to the pain and beauty of the past and the memory of the man I loved, or reach for a bold new future, knowing each heartbeat will be a reminder of all I've lost.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e* \u003cbr\u003e• *\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI wasn't supposed to live past thirty.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy grandfather died at forty-five. Heart failure.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy father died at thirty-eight. Heart failure.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe doctors told me my whole life that I wouldn't see my thirty-first birthday. My heart was going to give out. It was just a matter of time: a rare blood type and an unusually large heart meant essentially zero chance of a transplant.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI proved them all wrong...by dying on my thirty-first birthday.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd then I woke up, alive, with another man's heart inside my chest, and his widow on my conscience.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI spent my whole life preparing for death, and now I have to learn how to live. Only, as I soon discovered, living is the easy part.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLoving, and allowing myself to be loved...well, that's a whole lot harder.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Seth Clarke","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47050119119088,"sku":"9781941098493","price":18.29,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9781941098493_p0.jpg?v=1763668441","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9781941098493","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}