{"product_id":"9783739627168","title":"Find Your Own Peace Vol 3: Chakra Journal","description":"\u003cp\u003eThere was a point in my life where I used to feel like I would be a victim forever. I was also dealing with separation anxiety. My traumatic experiences caused me to do inappropriate things to others and allowing others to do inappropriate things to me. I once thought that I have moved on by burying my past and my pain.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI did not realize that I was feeling resentful, grieving, regretful, guilty and ashamed of myself. I used to feel like I was full of sin, I felt like God was disappointed in me and that later on, I would eventually go to hell. No matter what I did, I could not fill in my empty hole that was in my heart. Ignoring my past and my pain caused me to be the enemy to myself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe journey inwards or looking at my reflection helped me see that I was living my life in fear and in denial. I thought it was everyone else outside of me that was causing hell in my life; I wanted to get out of bad karma. So I asked myself who is the enemy then? How does a person get out of self-hate, regret, pain and suffering?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf heaven is real then I will find it on earth? Can I ever truly heal and let go to experience self-liberation? I began to invest in self growth by many years of eternal self-actualization. This is how I began to see that inner peace is attainable. I realized that I had to take responsibility for my own happiness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"BookRix","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47183617622256,"sku":"9783739627168","price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0737\/7593\/9824\/files\/9783739627168_p0.jpg?v=1763678668","url":"https:\/\/shop-qa.barnesandnoble.com\/products\/9783739627168","provider":"Barnes \u0026 Noble (DEV)","version":"1.0","type":"link"}