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It reeks of humanity.
Another blow and now I can feel my brain rattling around inside my skull. I think about that girl in high school and know that she was the beginning of the end. Because of her my self worth was stolen. Because of her I will always look in the mirror and see a loser. Because of her I will never fall in love with a girl. I will always be afraid of the rejection. I will always be afraid that she will hurt me.
Unless I hurt her first.
All of which brings me to Shannon.
Shannon with her Hollywood eyes. Shannon with her TV show. Shannon with that smile that made my heart melt. Shannon and the way she touched me. I always wanted to introduce her to my father, tell the old man “See? Your boy did all right!” She was everything that I ever wanted. Everything that I ever dreamed of. And I hurt her.
I hurt her.
Another blow and now I can feel my brain rattling around inside my skull. I think about that girl in high school and know that she was the beginning of the end. Because of her my self worth was stolen. Because of her I will always look in the mirror and see a loser. Because of her I will never fall in love with a girl. I will always be afraid of the rejection. I will always be afraid that she will hurt me.
Unless I hurt her first.
All of which brings me to Shannon.
Shannon with her Hollywood eyes. Shannon with her TV show. Shannon with that smile that made my heart melt. Shannon and the way she touched me. I always wanted to introduce her to my father, tell the old man “See? Your boy did all right!” She was everything that I ever wanted. Everything that I ever dreamed of. And I hurt her.
I hurt her.
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