The Love Diaries: Introduction

Dear Reader, I am a woman who is very very Christian, very very single and very very lonely. And then there's this guy. In many ways he is compellingly attractive. Like me he is also very very single and very very lonely. However, he is not a Christian at all; in fact the life he lives is very very far from Christ. To make matters worse, he is actually my flatmate. Despite our best efforts we have totally fallen for one another. This is all a true story. My name is Junia, welcome to my world.
I've been thinking of writing a diary about this for some time. However, one big aspect of absolutely everything is the fact that I am so busy. I know that if I were to start writing out a diary about this I would spend so many hours just pouring out my heart. Would I ever accomplish anything else in my life?! And then also I would fill my head with all these lovey-dovey thoughts - which would be so dangerous when I am living in such close proximity to the source of these feelings.