The Love Diaries: 1st - 21st February 2014 Away from Home

While down in London, I sat down thinking through various things. It was there that I started writing down everything, posting and publishing this series. Looking back over what had happened in our interaction to date, I realised that I still cared about him, or at least I wanted to care. Yes, the girlfriend thing was exceedingly painful, and as a person, at the best of times, I have so much pride. However, I have to admit too that the man is of course entitled to move on, I after all had said "no", and he had been lonely for so long. I do not have the slightest ground to criticise his behaviour; I know I'm being irrational – but when has that ever stopped anyone from being upset?!