Unspeakable Lust

“My love for Alistair Cameron can never be duplicated with another!
When I sleep at night, he’s all I could dream of; my days are filled with fantasies and thoughts of him; my lust for him is unspeakable and my love for him is incomparable to any other!”
For years, I was at the mercy of Alistair Cameron’s love, even before he finally paid attention to me! Alistair and I attended the same secondary school and although we shared a few friends together, he never once acknowledged me.
In fact, none of the boys at school did. Why would they? I was rather plump, shy, and unattractive with the largest breasts you’ve ever seen on a teenager; and, not forgetting, I had huge pimples all over my face.
I was quite sure that the only reason I had the few friends that I had was because my mother was the Principal of my Secondary school.
Alistair Cameron was the most handsome boy in school and all the girls wanted him; even some of our Teachers flirted with him; I was flabbergasted and excited when he finally paid attention to me!

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I was only 16 years old when I lost my virginity to Alistair Cameron…..He was everything to me ~ My first love, first kiss; He took my virginity, took my heart and made me feel desirable, but, he was in love with another girl, so when I left London to attend the University in Portsmouth, I didn’t say goodbye to anyone and, certainly not to Alistair, but as fate would have it, our paths have crossed again and our passions have resurged but, there’s one problem;

I AM A MARRIED WOMAN WITH A FAMILY!

Would my kind but unloving husband forgive me when he finds out about my illicit affair with Alistair?

Only time will tell!