Destroyed

He caused crazy chaos in my life, my mind, and my heart. Tore everything I fought so hard to keep in place apart. Made me face feelings I never wanted. Deal with situations I was far from ready for. I fell in love with him and everything that he is. I dream of him, I crave him, I hate him, but will always love him. He changed my whole reason not to love someone again with just a kiss, yet he never was trying to.
he refuses to admit his love, no matter how much in shines in his eyes when he smiles at me.

Now he lays here, wrapped around me, holding me close to him with all the power to leave me destroyed.