I was a sorry man

What was I supposed to do? It was never my intention to become someone I was not created or wanted to be. Someone had to take the lead. Someone had to be in control and if the person in the position didn't want the responsibility...I had to. It was a matter of survival, our lives were at stake. This was the excuse I believed that helped me tear down my house with my own hands, I blamed and fought against the person I saw, thinking her was the enemy but when the dust cleared from the battle, the real enemy had shattered our marriage into a thousand pieces. Only God could and did put the pieces back together and better than we could have hoped or imagined. The journey was not easy or pretty. There was some very dark places that only God's mercy and grace kept us from being destroyed. Thank you God, in Jesus' name!!! Amen!