What happens when your mate dies?

Marceil and I were married for 60 years, minus 5 months. We were very close together. Both of us worked in public jobs. Both of us would cook; both of us would buy groceries; both of us would clean house every Saturday. Where she went, I went. Where I went, she went to. So you can see we were very close. We enjoy each others' company. Marceil, when she was in her late seventies, had open heart surgery. She lived for six more years. I remember after we had laid her to rest that final day and everyone had left; I went in to fix my bed. I was in our house all alone. I kept listening for a voice. At night time, we did most of our talking. No voice could I hear. I broke down. I knew that my well had run dry and I needed help. I went to my heavenly Father and there God met me and began to talk to me. I found a river of water that flowed from the throne of God. This is what gave birth to this book.


Dear reader, in your distress, God wants you to call upon him. As he helped me, so he will help you.