I Want My Joey Back

Now I must keep going on living alone – even though I remarried my wife God bless her soul doesn’t truthfully understand me, being from a different nationality I guess I mean to say: Even I don’t understand myself most of the time. I did enjoy killing people but the killings were all in self-defense at least I think they were. It has been so long ago I do not remember all the details – I even forgot their names but faces I do remember. I still receive nightmares every other night. I think the Devil will always make me remember what I did. How dirty I was how bad I am - I also think he is waiting for me to die again, maybe longer this time. Do not ask me why? It is just a feeling I have deep down inside my soul.