The Reluctant Channel

On October 6, 1990, the day after my forty-seventh birthday, I woke up fearful and anxious realizing I was middle aged and depressed. I sat in my condo, pondering why my life was the way it was, why I could never seem to catch a break, and why terrible things were always happening to me. I felt stuck, unable to move forward, enslaved by the hell that was my life. In order to get away from the negative thoughts, I decided to go to the beach, my special healing place. The ocean had always been my refuge, my little piece of heaven on Earth. I knew the beach was the perfect place to contemplate about my life. Had I known what was going to happen to me at the beach that day, I would have run away as fast as I could. The Reluctant Channel is the true story of my incredible journey with Tomas, my guide, and how this experience completely changed me, enabling me to create the life I never dreamed possible. It is my heart’s desire that you too will experience life changing moments that will impact you in ways you never thought possible and that you will create the life you always dreamed of.