The Pacifist's War, Book 2 in the St. Germaine Chronicles

If you don't remember who you are, how can you find yourself? This is Peter's dilemma. Losing himself in the heart of a war zone in Vietnam, he embarks on an amnesiac's quest to uncover his true identity. Wearing a name which is not his own, he is alarmed when he receives medals for atrocious acts he knows he could never have committed. His search for himself leads to a cave, encrypted writings, a dog named Emmanuel and a mysterious woman. Following what appear to be hallucinations, in a site that cannot be real, he uncovers the mystical woman's identity, his sister Arranah, a daughter and a schizophrenic wife. Characters from In Ways We Can't Imagine, Once Without Dying as well as those in this story converge at the cave to activate covenants on hold for thousands of years and help mitigate impending catastrophic earth changes and leads him to his truest love.