Bound For Revenge

My husband and I had what I thought was a good marriage. We had been together for nearly twenty years and had never had really bad fights. Our sex life was so-so, but I guess that was to be expected given we had nearly twenty years of playing, experimenting or trying most everything. I guess that’s why I was so shocked when I found out about the affair.

For the next week or so I was numb. The days all blurred together as I tried to come to grips with the reality of what had happened. I then became angry, I wanted revenge. I wanted to show him that I could have awesome sex, with or without him.

This was so foreign to me, and I began to wonder if I had made a mistake. “Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea” I thought to myself. I was so nervous I almost walked out.