Saudade

A debut novel narrated by Elouise May.
El's life couldn't have been happier, she had married her soul mate, they'd bought their own home and had all the love and security anyone could wish for.
Then in a 'click of a finger' it all changes and El is thrust into the life of a widow. Not knowing how to get through, she then discovers online dating.
In her state of grief, she unwittingly begins looking for what she has lost, eventually realising she will never find it.