Beaten But Untouched

The honeymoon I dreamed of ended abruptly. The issues did not come over a period; they were instantaneous. His drinking, drugs, and abuse began. The actual scene of my new life smacked me square in the face, laughing at my stupidity. My situation left me two options both would change things forever. (A) Pray and wait on God. (B) Take matters into my own hands. The decision guided me away from the Lord; I bought a gun.