Maw: Scenes and Arias; Milner: Salutario Angelica, Roman Spring

This manuscript was conceived while I sat on a ledge overlooking the abyss of hell. I would contemplate if I should follow the intense urge to jump and end it all, or if I could muster the strength to take control of my emotions and of my life. I tried so very hard to picture the future - with me in it. I hope that relating the knowledge I have gained from my experience and my pain might somehow help ease your pain. Knowing what is happening to you and some of the reasons why it is happening might help you regain a positive view of your future, a view that includes both you and me.