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Out of the Darkness: Into the Light
Out of the Darkness: Into the Light
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Memories, flashbacks, consciousness, subconscious, night time, daytime, lies, truths, secrets, honesty, abandonment, rescued, thoughts, thoughtless, feelings, numb, emotions, emotionless, use, misuse, abuse, care, neglect, chaos, serenity, realities, fantasies, dreams, nightmares, situations, circumstances, hopes, hopeless, control, out of control, captured, freedom, powerless, empowered, trust, distrust, humiliation, humility, goals, failures, deaths, weddings, divorces, families, children, friends, enemies, animals, people, places, things, work, home, community, media, privacy, politics, sports, economics, careers, education, art, music, poetry, songs, drama, mystery, right, wrong, good, bad, innocent, guilty, wellness, sickness, happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, planned, unplanned, miracles, disasters, peace, war, fear, safety, resentments, forgiveness, rage, forbearance, history, past, present, future, lifetime, moment, denial, acceptance, injury, healing, alone, together, entertainment, boredom, exhilarated, exhausted, achievements, losses, religion, agnostic, abundance, lack, intelligence, ignorance, charity, selfishness, wealthy, poor, births, death... life.
In my experiences, I have found the range of human existence can be overwhelming. From my early childhood when I did not understand how or why the world around me was the way it was or how I fit into it. I was not able to find someone to entrust my complex entangled emotions. I held each thought and feeling inside, in hopes of finding a safe place to exist. They only encased me in a whirlwind of ramblings that made no sense or were so buried inside of me. When they surfaced the time was gone or had not yet arrived. How was I supposed to make sense of a lifetime of being overwhelmed and whirling uncontrollably within myself? To maintain and function in this “hands on training” experience called life. Religions have books that claim their way is the only way to live. My religious beliefs are but a part of the overwhelming chaos I experienced. I felt stronger about my religious beliefs before I went to college and took philosophy, learned about Socrates, the Big Bang and Darwin’s Theory of Evolution. Topping it off with a strong dose of history courses which told horrific stories and how in the name of those religions, people have struggled against one another, nations against nations to the bloody end. Still no one knows agrees on who is right or who is wrong. Struggling to live, to love, to give, to receive and know ourselves and others. In an effort to slow the out of control downward spiral, I am attempting to anchor myself long enough to be rid of the roaring of the ramblings from within. An anchor within the chaos, I hope helps another rambling traveler along their pathway of life.
Memories, flashbacks, consciousness, subconscious, night time, daytime, lies, truths, secrets, honesty, abandonment, rescued, thoughts, thoughtless, feelings, numb, emotions, emotionless, use, misuse, abuse, care, neglect, chaos, serenity, realities, fantasies, dreams, nightmares, situations, circumstances, hopes, hopeless, control, out of control, captured, freedom, powerless, empowered, trust, distrust, humiliation, humility, goals, failures, deaths, weddings, divorces, families, children, friends, enemies, animals, people, places, things, work, home, community, media, privacy, politics, sports, economics, careers, education, art, music, poetry, songs, drama, mystery, right, wrong, good, bad, innocent, guilty, wellness, sickness, happiness, sadness, joy, sorrow, planned, unplanned, miracles, disasters, peace, war, fear, safety, resentments, forgiveness, rage, forbearance, history, past, present, future, lifetime, moment, denial, acceptance, injury, healing, alone, together, entertainment, boredom, exhilarated, exhausted, achievements, losses, religion, agnostic, abundance, lack, intelligence, ignorance, charity, selfishness, wealthy, poor, births, death... life.
In my experiences, I have found the range of human existence can be overwhelming. From my early childhood when I did not understand how or why the world around me was the way it was or how I fit into it. I was not able to find someone to entrust my complex entangled emotions. I held each thought and feeling inside, in hopes of finding a safe place to exist. They only encased me in a whirlwind of ramblings that made no sense or were so buried inside of me. When they surfaced the time was gone or had not yet arrived. How was I supposed to make sense of a lifetime of being overwhelmed and whirling uncontrollably within myself? To maintain and function in this “hands on training” experience called life. Religions have books that claim their way is the only way to live. My religious beliefs are but a part of the overwhelming chaos I experienced. I felt stronger about my religious beliefs before I went to college and took philosophy, learned about Socrates, the Big Bang and Darwin’s Theory of Evolution. Topping it off with a strong dose of history courses which told horrific stories and how in the name of those religions, people have struggled against one another, nations against nations to the bloody end. Still no one knows agrees on who is right or who is wrong. Struggling to live, to love, to give, to receive and know ourselves and others. In an effort to slow the out of control downward spiral, I am attempting to anchor myself long enough to be rid of the roaring of the ramblings from within. An anchor within the chaos, I hope helps another rambling traveler along their pathway of life.
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