Trapped in Life and no way out!: Why did you do this to me?

Trapped in life and no way out is more than just a book to me. It is the memories of my past. Of people and events that had a significant influence on my life. I just didn't remember a lot of things. Now I do remember, and I hate the memories coming up day by day. I call these memories the shadows of my past, and that's what they are. I want to get rid of them. And this is my way to do it with Trapped in life and no way out!