SAFE: WHO DID I ACTUALLY HARM?

My search for love in other people has been erratic, traumatic and often destructive, I’ve been searching for love for what seems like my entire life. I thought I could find it in someone else, anyone else, and I had to start looking at me. “Safe”, is based on all of my intimate relationships, with men, while trying to find that deep down inside; open up your soul kind of love that makes you feel “safe”.

What is the process in which you found yourself? I found my process through a search for ultimately myself.